Just another day in paradise

Well, not really. Actually it's hard-core winds and a smattering of rain -- I don't know if that's your idea of paradise, but it certainly isn't mine.

I'm sitting here in my dining room, or rather my parents dining room, and have been wondering what to do first. I've already made the list in my head several hours ago (ever since I realized I would not be substituting today and decided I needed to be somewhat productive today), but have no desire or inclination to get started on it. It should be a typical day really, just a bit of reading, guitar playing, working on my story, taking care of yet another speeding ticket (thanks to a lovely town called Hermiston), and a few phone calls pertaining to my employment verification. Oh, and of course a lovely dance with the dishes. Somehow they will be clean....whether it's by my hand or not I can not say. I have no concrete plans, however, I should do something productive and workout, but as I said before, I really don't care to do anything. I suppose once you're a master, there is no reason to practice the skills I've worked so hard to hone (i.e.: being a good teacher).
So while I contemplate whether anything on my list contains even a pinch of "sanuk" (Thai for enjoyment, pleasure, a 'good time'), I'm going to get off my rear and do the dishes -- because I KNOW that activity is void of sanuk, but it must be done.

Mike's Hard Lemonade

Saint Patrick's day is a wonderful excuse to wear green from head to toe, cram into a pub, and most of all take part of the Irish habit of drinking into oblivion. It's not as though we need an excuse -- heck, I've had a glass of wine simply because it looks good beside my spaghetti -- but having a holiday makes drinking somehow more worthwhile. Now, I've done my part in donning the green, and I've successfully crammed my way into the pub, but I refuse to follow the Irish example of getting utterly and irrevocably hammered.

That's not to say I didn't drink. I did. It was only one -- but boy was it tasty. I haven't had a Mike's Hard since last year, and it was just as good as I remember. Best of all, it was bought by a dear friend. That just made the drink all the tastier. I honestly wasn't planning on drinking since I'd rather prefer an occasion that requires a little more than one drink, but in the spirit of the holiday, and because I didn't have to pay for it, I decided to go for it. I was not disappointed.

The night consisted of fabulous company (ie: the ruggers), wonderful food (chicken strips and fries), a little lesson in pool, and the serenades of Ronan and Danny. The ruggers are always good company, and any time I go to the pub, it's usually with the same crowd on a typical Saturday night. The usual crowd was there, but also in attendance were a few of the guys that normally don't make it out with us (some for personal reasons, some for...age reasons). Our gifted Ronan is not only a singer, but also a very talented member of the team. Now the food there is always great. I tend to order the same thing, because who likes change? Fries must always be dipped in honey mustard, and chicken strips must always be accompanied by ranch. It's just the way it goes. As for pool, I've been playing since junior high, but am still just as horrible now as I was back then. It is quite possible that I have gotten worse, actually. But we let the guys we were playing against assume we are pool-illiterate and teach us a thing or two about the game. We were beating them too for quite a while but just couldn't get the 8-ball into a pocket. As already mentioned, the music was in excellent taste, and a player's younger brother even made it out to sing for us. He did a number on Jason Mraz and even sported the fedora. I wonder if he was doing that on purpose....

This marks the second occasion for drinking of the year. Two down, ten more to go. There's a good chance that I won't be using up my twelve occasions since I rather like not drinking. But it's nice to know that I am right on track and farming like a pro. Okay, I guess none of you have ever played the Farming Game. I'm tellin ya, it changed my life.

The figure moved stealthily on silent feet; staying close to the outside wall. The stone corner was in sight, simply a matter of a few steps…
“Gabby!”
Gabrielle’s head snapped up, aggravation washing across her face. She let out a frustrated growl and craned her neck to see an adolescent boy sitting atop the thatched roof. “If you’re not careful you’re going to cave in,” she scowled. “In fact, I hope you do. Papa will tan your hide good.”
The young boy laughed and swung his feet lightly as they dangled several feet above Gabby’s head. “You’re not a very good sport at this game. I get you every time.”
“That’s because you’re older. You’ve been playing longer.” She stuck out her tongue in a near pout.
He laughed again. “Not true. Jamie’s even better than you, and you’re older than him. “The point is to be sneaky. And you’re just not good at it.”
“It’s not fair when you climb on top of roofs. You can’t take the advantage like that.”
“Who says?”
“I do,” she threw her hands on her hips, pursing her lips tightly.
“Advantage is there for the taking. There are no rules. It’s all about stealth. It is clear you don’t have any,” he smirked.
“What—”
“Gabby, just admit that I am better than you.”
She crossed her arms tightly and turned away.
“Boys are always better.” He laughed again.
That did it. Gabrielle whirled around, her eyes aflame with fury. She leapt up and reached for his feet, but he jerked them out of her reach. The motion was enough to send him flailing back against the thatched roof.
With a loud crack, his weight sent him crashing through to the dirt floor below. He landed in a cloud of dust on his back.
Now it was Gabby’s turn to laugh. “Ruben, ‘pride goes before the fall,’” she smirked and turned to walk away. The shed was now in desperate need of repair, and she wanted to make sure she was nowhere near when Papa found out. “Papa’s gonna tan your hide!” she shouted mockingly over her shoulder. She could hear him scrambling to his feet near the door of the shed.

Prologue-ish

“Hush now, my child. All is well.” The woman rocked the infant back and forth gently in her arms. The small baby flailed her arms wildly, but refused to quell her cry. She tossed her head with full force and balled her hands into fists.

The dark haired woman sat in a stool and chuckled softly to herself. “You are just like your father, stubborn and insistent.” She expertly held her closer and began humming a soft melody.

After another minute the baby finally stilled, looking for the first time at the women holding her in her arms. She opened her mouth in toothless awe. Her black eyes were transfixed on the woman’s face, holding her in an unbreakable gaze. Finally she smiled and let loose a light gurgle.

The woman continued to hum the soothing tune, nuzzling the child’s head in the crook of her neck. “That’s right my beautiful baby, you just wanted me to sing to you,” she smiled. “Listen to my voice; listen child, and I will guild your step. Be open to my calling and I will bring you near to me.” Her lyrical voice held the child’s rapt attention. “Listen little one, all will be well. I have already stormed the gates of hell. There is nothing to fear when I am near. You are safe, safe in my arms.” As the final notes faded in the still air, the child sighed into blissful sleep.

Wounds

They cut away

though you knew not what.

A limb removed

but you felt no loss.

Unconscious to their touch it seemed

a little less of you redeemed.

Pray, do not wake for another day,

but sleep assured without the pain.

And never know the sight you were

as the earth received your sacrifice,

and drank

The river red spilling from your veins.

See not the pity or the shame

when you gaze upon your claim to fame.

Know that the crippled body be

the one true testament of your love for thee.

****

This was written for a friend of mine. If it's not obvious, he was a soldier

wounded in Iraq. He survived, but paid the price with the loss of a leg

and multiple scars covering his body. This was my first reaction when

I heard the news from home. I was taking a poetry class and was working

on my next one to present when I got the phone call. It's old -- I think I

wrote it back in 2005. I found it in my old files from school. It still brings

back sober memories.

The Joy of Listing

I like lists. A lot.
But this is common knowledge.

Although list-making is pretty self-explanatory stuff, and usually takes the form of scratch paper with the typical markings from a pen or pencil. However, my note pad of choice lately has been my small dry-erase board mounted in my bedroom. It now has a permanent "To do" written at the top so I can make daily lists of what I need to do. It has worked out surprisingly well; I didn't think I would remember to check the board or change the lists, but things get done. And if I don't get it done on one day, then it stays on the board until I can successfully erase that sucker right off.

And that's the beauty of the whole thing -- I can erase each item instead of crossing it off. What's the difference, you may wonder. Here's the difference: erasing allows me to not have to think about it anymore (it's not on the list, is it?), and gives me more room to add things to it as they come to me; crossing things off simply provides an ego boost so at the end of the day I can take note of what I accomplished. Who needs that? I shall erase.

Currently I have nothing on my list for Friday. This is pretty good having an open day to do whatever I want. :)

It's a musical family

Sitting in the almost packed Rice Auditorium listening to the soothing, soulful tunes of the Chamber Singers as they belted out good ole' gospel music, I began thinking about a choir and its parts as one big happy family. As a body, they sound amazing, whole, unified. But give me one moment to share the members of this talented family.

Altos and basses: they're the heart and soul of the family, otherwise known as mom and dad. They show maturity in their deep voices and stable notes. We all know altos have full reign of the middle E and stay on it like a cat on the windowsill, (or like stubborn moms who repeat, verbatim, "because I said so"). Basses bellow a bit more, much like our fathers in their intimidating gravely voices. But no matter how they holler, we gotta admit they keep the rest of the family firmly on task.

Sopranos: ah yes, they're the flighty females in the family. Age is of no consequence, they can be twelve or twenty-two, but these ladies sure have one thing in common: they know how to soar. Reaching the high notes sends these girls into high-pitched giggles (no pun intended). They are also given to flights of fancy and often go from zero to sixty -- or in musical terms, A to high B flat -- in the span of a quarter note. Ah, what fickle creatures these sopranos are.

Tenors: the typical teenage boy. Not just any teenage boy; however, he is the popular kid at school that the women vie for, and his buddies stay close to just to get a whiff of his popularity. Their jubilant notes encourage everybody to cheer up and reach for the stars. Solid and jolly when in the presence of his pals, and smooth and soothing when trying to woo the ladies. Tenors also show their young age through their voice range: right on the verge of manliness but still able to crack on the middle C. Oh to be young again.

There are a couple other members in this family that help round out the sound, but main members are what count, and that's all there is for tonight.